Oh, if you have any spare cash for a frustrated artist:
Wednesday, August 17, 2016
I'm Getting There
Uphill, all the fricking way. I can't build on anything without something unraveling. I set my computers up to increase my productivity. Then, somehow, they get jacked up during an update. Somehow the power goes out. Only in my studio mind you. I struggle to get them going again, wasting my days off for three weeks straight. I think I've finally gotten back to where I was nearly a month ago. Kind of like a bad time travel movie. I get so frustrated. I lose momentum. I can't decide whether to scream or cry. I tried painting instead. I started a ' pissed off ' painting. It did help calm me down and then turned into something cool. Then one too many times at the easel and it's looking like a nightmare that a parent might have. A really spooky looking child. Shoulda quit when it was cool. I think that's the most important thing an artist can learn. When to quit. Ah, well, it's back to the day job thing tomorrow. I need grants and patrons. Or a big lottery jackpot.
Oh, if you have any spare cash for a frustrated artist:
Oh, if you have any spare cash for a frustrated artist:
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