I Hope I Heard Right

   I'm trying. Maybe that's my problem. I should be doing instead of trying. It's summer, the heat is killing me. Seems like every year it gets harder to stand the high temperatures. Sometimes I wonder how I ever made it as a lifeguard. My day job is sucking the very life out of me. I used to knock out all kinds of projects on my off days. Now I just lay around and dread going back to work. I did get the speakers on my music computer working. Having tunes is a big plus. I'm struggling with airbrush problems. I've almost got that straightened out. Seems like I spend way too much time getting everything ready to foster a creative atmosphere in my studio. I never quite get things done. I'm confident that I was put here to create artwork. I do create artwork. A lot of artwork. I'm of the opinion that if you do what you were put here to do, everything will work out. I just wish things would get a bit easier. I believe it's just around the corner. I'd hate to give up and then get to the afterlife and find out I was only days away from prosperity. I'd also hate to get there and find out I was actually supposed to be doing 'tart work'. I bet being a baker is a really cool job. ;)

"Almost Like He Was There"