Am I Doing The Best I Can?

  I always feel like I waste a good portion of the three days a week I get to e a full time artist. Dragging my ass, being sidetracked by household chores, napping, running errands...it always seems to suck up so much more of my time than I'd like. I was sorting reference photos in my studio today when it struck me just how many paintings I've done in the past few weeks. Very likely more than 90% of my fellow artists. I guess I'm just never satisfied with my progress, always beating myself up that I should have done more. I blame some of it on my day job. It just seems to suck the life out of me. I sometimes feel like I'm coming to the end, that full time art is just around the corner. Sometimes I feel like I'm gonna be a waiter until I die. Anyway, here's a painting:

"Baby Louise"