If Only

  I just shipped another painting that I sold. I've also painted two more paintings today. If only I could sell art as fast as I produce it. If only I enjoyed the business end of the business as much as I do the creative end. If only I had a patron. I feel pretty good about my life. I enjoy being an artist. I get a thrill every time I put brush to canvas (or brush to paper, or pen to paper, or pencil to paper; in fact every time I create something I get a thrill). I really can't complain about things, but every now and then I stop and wonder, "If only..."

"Afraid To Face Defeat"